POF 02/22/2012

[AstraA] Michael, you channeled through Nancy Gordon that I was manifesting sixth mature because I had essentially missed some things that were not completed in their progression. Could you expand or clarify this information?   
Do my husband, Scott, and I have any agreements?  
Also…I have struggled with food, nicotine, and alcohol addictions. I’ve been sober for ten years almost, but I would really like to quit smoking and binge eating. I’m absolutely tired of it. Would you offer me some suggestions on why I am doing this and how I can stop?
[MEntity] When one "manifests" at a Soul Age different from the technical Soul Age, it is for one of two reasons, or both: that one has not returned to a level of maturity and awareness that is indicated by the technical Soul Age and Level, and/or one is focused on an aspect of life that calls for a context other than the technical Age.
[MEntity] To use a simplistic example: there is a difference between a 40 year old man behaving as a 13 year old versus a 40 year old man doing what he needs to do to relate to the 13 year old, because that is far more appropriate than the 13 year old trying to relate to 40 year old.
[AstraA] Can you tell me the specifics of why i manifested this then?
[MEntity] In your case, it is a combination of both. You WANT to relate. You want to empathize. You want to use this as a force in your creativity and to use it as a form of healing and inspiration.
[MEntity] This is your form of teaching, as you move into Old Soulness.
[AstraA] healing of myself or others? how to heal?
[MEntity] It is not that you "missed" something so much as you did not want to forget. So as a means for you to truly manifest at 7th Level, you are using a platform at the 6th Level. For now.
[AstraA] does this involve helping other women?
[MEntity] Yes, for now. There will most likely come a time when you are not knocked around internally or externally by the intensity of life, once you embrace your position as being one who is teaching in this lifetime.
[AstraA] i had that feeling. but everyone around me calls it preachy
[AstraA] i don't think they find it helpful
[MEntity] It is "preachy." For now.
[AstraA] how could i teach in a helpful way and what would i say or do
[MEntity] You are working out the kinks, so to speak. For now, you are working on the confidence and comfort in what you have to convey, and this is no different from the process of any creativity; there will be times you color outside of the lines, so to speak.
[AstraA] i have the HARDEST time speaking publicly even though others tell me i am profound occasionally
[MEntity] Let us clarify:
[AstraA] so it makes it hard to enter those opportunities
[MEntity] when we speak to your "teaching" in this lifetime, we do not mean in a classroom, nor do we mean that this must be from a podium, but from your simply Being. Living your life on your terms is enough.
[AstraA] wow.. tall order.. my terms are not satisfying to the people in my life usually
[MEntity] For instance, more is "said" and "taught" and "healed" through the forms of your creativity than any structured speech you may give.
[AstraA] Okay. what could i create that would serve to teach
[MEntity] That is up to you. We do not do the work of making choices for you.
[AstraA] can you tell me if it is music in any way or my digital art?
[MEntity] We can, however, encourage your creative impulses, as the messages and paths are there, in you. Already.
[MEntity] No, we cannot tell you that. But, you can. As we said, you are working through the confidences and comforts right now. We have no shortcuts for this.
[AstraA] regarding my husband, Scott. can you tell me if we made agreements before this life
[MEntity] Yes, you and the fragment who is your husband share Agreements: Mate Agreements, Creative Support Agreements, Persistence Agreements, Disagreement Agreements, and this fragment is in the 4th String of the Love Position, and the 9th String of the Beauty Position of your Support Circle, while you are in his 3rd String of the Knowledge Position, and the 6th String of the Humor Position of his Support Circle.
[AstraA] huh?
[AstraA] have we been together before?
[MEntity] Of course.
[AstraA] how many times?
[AstraA] i sure didn't want to like him.. but then i married him
[MEntity] Your questions are coming faster than we can respond. Do you have a preference for which to answer, first.
[AstraA] sorry. no
[AstraA] i don't have a preference
[AstraA] any elaboration is fine
[MEntity] To return to the question about your addictions and habits, briefly:
[MEntity] These have been the equivalent of "study aids" for you, as these helped to knock you around, stir you up, and keep jagged emotions alive and well, but as you mature and retain the experiences from these excursions, the addictions would continue to fade.
[AstraA] thank you.. so they  are a catalyst
[MEntity] This is not said to minimize their powerful effects, but to help remind you that you do have choices here, and that while these have served you in the past, you are no longer in need of them.  All Artisans struggle with this when their creativity is blocked or stifled, and this is how that force is burned out.
[MEntity] At this point, you are still working out how to rise above the fear that you have no control, and these are simply false methods of control that are easily accessible.
[MEntity] As you continue experiment with creativity so that you have a fulfilling outlet, with effects that you can see, your confidence rises, and the necessity for protection from a chaotic universe would fall away to reveal patterns that are more comforting.
(WOW.. so grateful for this.)

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Comment by SUSAN on February 23, 2012 at 1:02pm

sometimes, in this world - we need vices, to help us cope with things, until we get our lives into the right sort of swing ~ as jean says, do NOT be hard on yourself 

Comment by SUSAN on February 23, 2012 at 1:01pm

we always go back to revisit things - and, it appears you are playing out some very interesting agreements / monads with your husband - very interesting dialogue, thanks for sharing it

Comment by Nicholas on February 23, 2012 at 11:31am

Great back-and-forth with the Michaels, Astra.  Sounds like you are working on letting your creativity and your forms stand for themselves.  Being in that flow of creativity is its own reward:-)

Comment by SUSAN on February 23, 2012 at 11:26am

if you go to the library, from the front page - search   12 support groups - for at least 2 articles

Comment by SUSAN on February 23, 2012 at 11:25am

i think, the correct link is here http://library.truthloveenergy.com/Michael-Teachings/support-circle/

Comment by Astra Allen on February 23, 2012 at 11:03am
Thank you for reminding me. You have no idea how many times I've been told that. I guess if so many people say it, it must be true.:-)
Comment by Jean Hamill on February 23, 2012 at 12:28am

Astra:  I think you are going well, don't be so hard on yourself.

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