using your Truth Love Energy to learn how to choose, and to choose how to learn
LIFE TASK (True Work) PHRASE - ”TO LET LIFE”
PERSONAL QUADRATE - Pillars of Vitality
True Play: noticing color; listening to natural music; problem/puzzle solving;
True Study: conflict resolution; contradictions; translations
True Rest: savoring; star watching; comedy
COMMUNITY QUADRATE - Pillars of Harmony
True Spirit: Dependently-Immobile Beings (e.g. plants), Ritual, and Communication
True Health: Sleeping, Schooling, Meditating
True Home: "Ocean," "Urban," and "Mountain"
PLANETARY QUADRATE - Pillars of Transformation
True Love: Acceptance
True Core: Mediation
True Gift: Speaking Up
We have described your Task as "to let life," which is our way of describing your Essence's intention for this life and Personality to explore concepts such as permission, allowance, lenience, flexibility, compassion, empathy, and expansiveness, all without losing the self, or teetering into harm. We chose the phrase “to let life” because it captures the quality of awareness that comes from recognizing where there can be control, and where there cannot be. It is also about the recognition that, sometimes, surrender is preferable to control, even when control is possible.
If this Task is pursued, it will most likely show up as an arc of experiences over the life that reveal the contrast between what can and cannot be controlled, with all of the efforts to control that might go along with those experiences. The arc of experiences would feel like a blind person in the dark, feeling her way around to understand the parameters and contents of a room so as to better navigate it. This means it may come with several trips, falls, and crashes, but always with addition to the bank of knowledge and inner awareness of boundaries and resistances that cannot always be seen.
If this Task is fulfilled, we would think it would eventually show up as a gentleness in the approach to life, careful and considerate, but not frightened. A sensitivity would have been developed that allows for awareness of dimensions of the self, life, and others that are not always apparent, but are important to consider when navigating. This would, eventually, lead to a kind of trust in the momentum of people, self, and things, knowing when to intervene, and when not to intervene, when to trust, and when to act.
If the Task is rejected, it might show up as waves of anxiety, over-concern, worry, and a heightened sensitivity to any interruption to an ideal, or momentum of effort.
Keep in mind that one will tend to waver between pursuing the Task, and rejecting it, until it is fulfilled, if there is pursuit of it.
The Personal Pillars support the Task by suggesting various ways to engage the positive aspects of the Personality for Play, Rest, and Study. The suggestions offered here are for consideration and not a prescription, but if each were to be explored it may be found that these activities trigger deeper resonance to parts of the self that can rejuvenate, revitalize, and focus the Personality in ways that support the Task.
The Community Pillars support the Task in ways that help the Personality to participate within more intimate circles and the more immediate relationship with the world. The suggestions are offered a bit more specifically than those suggested for the Personal Pillars. The three suggestions for each Pillar relate to ways to draw a sense of Spirit, Health, and Home from your world around you.
The Planetary Pillars support the Task in ways that would help the Personality to imprint the world with its personal teaching. These are highly specific to you and we choose these suggestions carefully.
What we have suggested for True Love is based on our perception of where your Personality finds its greatest capacity for loving, and in your case it is when you ACCEPTANCE. This may seem obvious, but this is highly specific to you in that it is your most sincere and direct form of Love brought into this world, and to the bank of experiences for your Essence and Entity, when you know when and how to accept, when it would otherwise be easier not to do so. When you choose to accept, it helps others to know how and when to do the same.
What we have suggested for True Core is based on our perception of where your Personality finds its greatest capacity for sharing its Truth with the world. In your case, we see your Truth most exemplified in the MEDIATION. This is the capacity to bring a more encompassing perspective, the truth, to any situation where there would tend to be conflict, two or more sides, and a necessity for communication. When you find yourself in positions, both internally and externally, when you mediate, you are exemplifying one of your most precious truths into the world, and for your entity, which is that there can be harmony, even when it is most unexpected.
What we suggested for your True Gift is based on our perception of where your Personality finds its greatest capacity for sharing its Courage in the world. In your case, we see that your courage is exemplified when you speak up, both literally and internally, about what is important to you, or when something is important to someone else. It is a choice to move away from silence and endurance, and a careful expression of priorities. This greatly helps in the fulfillment of the Life Task.