using your Truth Love Energy to learn how to choose, and to choose how to learn
Updated 10/8/13 after private session. See below.
I have been considering off and on what happens when a personality completes the 7th IM and goes back to "collect" other personalities from that level. Michael told me that they think I will complete the 7th IM this time around, so I might be that personality collecting rather than 'waiting'. Aside from noticing references to post-death experiences here and there over time, I re-read this session not too long ago: Michael Speaks: on Death and Dying. However, this was not on my mind last night so the timing of this particular dream is interesting, and it was subtle: I didn't jump up to write it down but it all sort of came back to mind over time during the day today. Here it is:
I thought I could merge with my Dad. I was trying to show others, so I went and put my arm around his shoulder. He wanted to include his sister (my Aunt Helen) so he walked over and joined hands with Helen while I had my arm around his shoulder.
[Note: While my Dad is still living, he has Alzheimers and isn't really "here" anymore. My Aunt Helen died in the last year or so.]
Apparently we merged together because in the next scene I was walking along considering whether I felt like three merged personalities. I/We heard someone singing -- an old song. I thought -- that is a song my mother used to like -- but it was my Dad’s and my aunt’s mother who liked that old fashioned song. I realized this was true and that I was no longer just me but me and my Dad and my aunt.
I/We realized that I/we were not yet complete. There was a baby, pretty cheerful, several months old -- not an infant but not yet a toddler. I/We realized the baby belonged with us. But we had to change the baby’s diaper first; it was dirty. I/We removed the dirty diaper and got the baby cleaned up. Then the baby sort of dissolved into us.
I/We wandered around. There were other people around, and they may have been looking for the ones they needed to merge with also. We discovered a small, colorful patch of something. I don’t think it was a person, but something just very colorful, about 4 inches square. I/We sat down and laid this colorful patch on my/our knee. It slowly began dissolve into my/our skin. I/We just watched and waited. Was there more to us still?
Note: I have had another dream recently about personalities merging together: The number 12
From private session 10/8/13:
MEntity: Hello to you, Janet. We are here, now, and can begin our exchange with you.
Janet: Hello Michael.
Here's my main question today: Recently I had another dream about merging personalities. Here is what I wrote about the dream the next morning:
Merging Dream from September 10, 2013 (see above)
First, do you have any general comments, and then I may have some questions.
As with all dreams there is symbolism here, and this can be applied to the daily life, or higher levels. In terms of the daily life, the symbolism here is about empathy and the capacity for collecting parts of yourself through the empathy/resonance one has for another, especially if that empathy is generated when difficult to generate.
The merging would appear to be a symbolic representation of that collecting of the parts of the self that are often locked into the identities of others.
Across the cycles of relationships, both in terms of Personality and Essence, this kind of hooking into others (both "positively" and "negatively") is what we refer to as "Cording."
So in this more mundane context, this appears to have been an exploration of cords and the implications of collecting oneself back through the empathy one develops with another.
On a "higher" level, this would appear to have been playful experimentation. As the soul grows older and remembers some of its inherent powers, such as, literally, merging with other fragments, it can be "fun" to play around with this and see what it is like.
Janet: I've heard of cording. Are there cords between myself and my father or aunt, or other aspects of cording that I may wish to explore? It is not a topic that I have studied to any extent.
Cording is a system of communication that is not limited by time or space between fragments.
Cords are most often attachments between Personalities, and these are not lost in death, and in fact are often depended upon as links between Personalities until both are in the same Plane again.
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I do want to ask about the 'higher level' of the dream. The merging of personalities.
In the dream, after I had merged with the others, I still felt completely myself, and yet I was each of the others as well. Is that really what it's like? You lose nothing but gain everything from the others?
That is exactly as it is.
We have yet to experience any loss in the evolving merging process.
We are simply... more.
Janet: We all fear losing ourselves after death. This dream was comforting in that aspect.
We have come to understand that the fear, mystery, and amnesia for death are not only vital for the Personality as biology for sustaining a life for as long as possible, but also because the truth of death is so insignificant in terms of loss that if this truth were fully understood, death would lose its effect as parameter for a life.
Janet: From the original transcripts I had the impression that some Essences merged over time and that it was not a complete Entity merging at once. I have been intrigued by the concept of Essence 'collecting' personalities. Can you explain something of how that works?
It is true that merging among Essences and Entity are not "at once."
Merging is a tedious and sometimes painful process.
Some of the "worst" experiences an Essence will have are not during the struggles of living all of the lives lived while Physical, but during the process of merging with her own Entity mates, reviewing, reconciling, and resolving every nuance of emotional imbalances generated among the thousands upon thousands of Personalities.
We "went through hell" to get to where we are.
Much of this depends greatly upon the dynamic of the Entity and its themes across lives, but also upon the individual Essence's experiences in collecting and integrating all of the fragments of itself, as well.
The more solid Roles have a difficult time of this than the more fluid Roles, with Sages and Artisans appearing to have the easiest time of all with these processes of merging.
We think this is because of the emphasis on Expression, which leads to a great arc of processes dealing with honesty and integrity within that other Roles tend to not make a priority.
Janet: That makes some sense. Do I understand correctly that Essence does this collection and integration at the completion of a soul age level?
MEntity: Sages and Artisans are probably most acutely aware of their facets of self, and this extends to an awareness of their parts to collect across time and space. Then it comes as no surprise when dealing other individual fragments as facets of themselves, as well.
Janet: And from that last statement: I would imagine then that your entity had a harder time than most, since it was mostly Kings and Warriors.
The collecting you refer to is done across as many lives as is of interest to do so, but most tend to do this during the final stages of a Soul Age cycle, yes. It is not that this is the best or better time, but that most tend to wait. It is a matter of preference, such as some who like to clean as they prepare and cook a meal, and some who prefer to get out of the kitchen and enjoy the meal before going back to clean up.
For those who clean in the process of preparing and cooking, there is less to tend to at the end of a meal. For others, it can be the main priority.
Yes, merging did not come easy for us, but Casting and the dynamic of Frequencies and Focused/Creative Energies is balanced among entities in a way that, regardless of the make up in Roles, there will be those who can mediate, bring levity, bring healing, bring stability, etc.
Janet: We do not have a lot of time left, so I will let you say whatever you think is most important on this subject right now.
We will just say that the awareness of this process while still Physical greatly diminishes the effort and struggle of the process overall, for both the Entity and the Essence.
No one told us, so imagine our surprise when we find that Helga who ate Shia's children must now find ways for reconciliation and understanding in ways that Karma only partially balances.
Janet: omg! So funny! But I'm sure it wasn't at the time.
EVERYTHING is transparent and exposed.
And, as mentioned before: nothing is lost. Not even those things we would have preferred to have been.
But it is a rewarding and beautiful process in the end that cannot be described in words that would be effective. We can relay the humor and the horror fairly well, but not the profound love and unity that is now within our Entity.
We can do this best through our teaching.
Because now we share what we have learned from one another, and we think it is our best expression of love.
Good day to you, Janet. We will conclude here, then.