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Trust.....(re)building trust one stone at a time, Two old Priestesses reunitet
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POF 02/22/12 & POF 04/18/12 A Simple Choice : Essence (tial) Themes, a complex tale or CanaryYellow in a coal MIne
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Astra Allen commented on the blog post 'A Story told: Following breadcrumbs scattered before me...fearing the darkness, fearing the first step, the first word that "tells the tale"'"I'm a sage cast artisan so I understand the input difficulty for sure. Sometimes I wish they all looked like chocolate. :-) I would love to read that story, if you're willing."
Nicholas left a comment for Toni ~ lulu, aussi"Happy Birthday, Sage-mamma! May this year dazzle and sparkle as it reveals YOU in FULL BLOOM!!! :-)"
Nicholas commented on the blog post 'A Story told: Following breadcrumbs scattered before me...fearing the darkness, fearing the first step, the first word that "tells the tale"'"Wish I could have been there, Toni. But I'm sure I will be "hearing" your stories for some time to come...;-)"
Maureen commented on the blog post 'Platform 2012: Passionate Full Bloom Expression, the Self Actualized: a personal session with Terri Benning at Sevenoaks'"Toni ~~ Everything IS coming up ROSES!! I couldn't help myself!! LOL
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David Wilkins commented on the blog post 'Platform 2012: Passionate Full Bloom Expression, the Self Actualized: a personal session with Terri Benning at Sevenoaks'"Happy Self-Actualising, Honey!
Sounds pretty damn respectable to me! You've obviously been doing some good work there, and the fact that you've got that motion towards your Expression's Moving part... Actually, taking that literally,…"
Maureen commented on the blog post 'A Story told: Following breadcrumbs scattered before me...fearing the darkness, fearing the first step, the first word that "tells the tale"'"Toni -- Thanks for writing all this! The more you "expose" yourself, the deeper you get to your "Truth" and the closer you get to what may be a universal "Truth" for many. You speak for many when you speak your…"
Maureen left a comment for Toni ~ lulu, aussi"Happy Birthday Taurus Girl!! ...which reminds me of chorus girl ...which is something you would never be ...cause you are THE STAR!! "No one puts 'Toni' in the corner" -- especially today!! May you ☼shine☼ on all…"
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- A Little About Me:
- Eternally curious, love language (of heart and mind), I'm a designer - homes, films, theater. Common denominator is finding the creative solution for all life's curve-balls and pinball twists. Have met many interesting people thus far in my journey would like to meet other travelers.
No experience has been too unimportant, and the smallest event unfolds like a fate, and fate itself is like a wonderful, wide fabric in which every thread is guided by an infinitely tender hand and laid alongside another thread and is held and supported by a hundred others.
Rilke, Letter Three (23 April 1903)
Life is an unfoldment, and the further we travel the more truth we can comprehend. To understand the things that are at our door is the best preparation for understanding those that lie beyond.~ Hypatia of Alexandria
We don't have to know,only to be:
let go the jumble of worn words,reason and vanity. ~ H.D.
Simplicity is the ultimate sophistication~ Leonardo da Vinci
Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again; and this interdependence produces the highest form of living.
Anais Nin
We travel, some of us forever, to seek other states, other lives, other souls.~Anais Nin
Have you learned the lessons only of those who admired you, and were tender with you, and stood aside for you? Have you not learned great lessons from those who braced themselves against you, and disputed passage with you?~Walt Whitman
Fear not O Muse! truly new ways and days receive, surround you,
I candidly confess a queer, queer race, of novel fashion,
And yet the same old human race, the same within, without,
Faces and hearts the same, feelings the same, yearning the same,
The same old love, beauty and use the same.~Walt Whitman
From NYCeeee what can be seen
"unraveling" the great mysteries of life and translating them into something that other people can readily comprehend and understand." (life task ala Terri Benning)
True Work/Life Task: "to build upon the personal art of personal expression
True Play: Reaching Out; Encouraging Expression; Prompting Non-linear Thought/Feeling
True Rest: Writing; Watching; Suddenly, Calmly Closing Eyes
True Study: Self; Intangible Effects from Tangible Actions; Color/Light
True Home: Mountain, Ocean, Wilderness
- ESSENCE ROLE:
- Sage
- CASTING:
- Artisan
- CADRE (classic system):
- 01
- ENTITY (classic system):
- 02
- SOUL AGE
- Old
- SOUL LEVEL
- 5th
- More About My ESSENCE DYNAMICS:
- #1072 Priest block/Salvation, Sage row/Addiction, Artisan cast/Generosity
33M/67F
Frequency 79
- ESSENCE TWIN:
- Priest
- TASK COMPANION/S:
- Priest (guide) Artisan with Scholar Surrogate Companion
- More About My ESSENCE RELATIONSHIPS:
- ET Wild Card Priest, c1e7, discarnate, last incarnation, Marcel Duchamp
- GOAL:
- Flow
- MODE:
- Observation
- ATTITUDE:
- Spiritualist
- CENTER/PART:
- Emotional/Intellectual
- Primary Chief Negative Feature:
- Arrogance
- Secondary Chief Negative Feature:
- Arrogance
- PRIMARY Body Type
- Venusian
- Who Channeled Your Profile?
- Troy Trolley/Terri Benning
HereNow is my Home
Tonight I danced. Under a constellation in copper,
reflected off needles of pine, here and now is my home.
North Star, my mother, navigates me back,
back to the edge were past and future
find they are the same destination .
A language known only to my heart
speaks the legend of this strange map.
It takes three points to triangulate your path: your soul,
the direction of fair winds, and the soft seas of destiny.
I find these points reflected in your eyes and the moon.
My eyes diffuse in this balmy night,
where my soul floats, cries and dances,in this strange world of possibility.
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| From 10/14 full moon |
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A Story told: Following breadcrumbs scattered before me...fearing the darkness, fearing the first step, the first word that "tells the tale"
Posted on May 15, 2012 at 11:03am 3 Comments 1 Like
SevenOaks. Wow. Lovely.Scary.Shit. Without a thought I said "yeah I'll read a story" Now I had to figure out how I was gonna fit in somewhere between 2!? comic Sages and a butterfly Scholar....but ok. I can...I want... to do this. Deep end o' da pool. If I really wanted to create a new (ok not maybe "new" but new to me) way to tell these tales populating my old brain pan I had. to. take. the first. step. I had a vision of where these tales " beyond the Planck Barrier" were going, but in my head… READ MORE...
Platform 2012: Passionate Full Bloom Expression, the Self Actualized: a personal session with Terri Benning at Sevenoaks
Posted on May 13, 2012 at 10:00pm 4 Comments 2 Likes
MEntity:Very well then We are here
Toni: I find my self at the beginning of a new journey, the beginning of my 5IM. I'm feeling the need to move from where I am and explore new opportunities. If you could give me what my platform is for the upcoming year it might help me formulate my options.
MEntity: What we see is that you have been wrapping up your previous year's platform the last 2-2 1/2 months and you are becoming ready to step into your next platform choice in the… READ MORE...
Toni: I find my self at the beginning of a new journey, the beginning of my 5IM. I'm feeling the need to move from where I am and explore new opportunities. If you could give me what my platform is for the upcoming year it might help me formulate my options.
MEntity: What we see is that you have been wrapping up your previous year's platform the last 2-2 1/2 months and you are becoming ready to step into your next platform choice in the… READ MORE...
Little Girl Lost: A Titanic devastation.....
Posted on April 17, 2012 at 11:14pm 3 Comments 0 Likes
** Did some research trying to validate this...am thinking there amay be some parallel....Blurring..since most of these parallels that lifetime checked out from an overdose. The only possibilty I've come across so far was a lost "Father" but seems like a distant "Mother" who survived. The Chaffees were First Class...he died, she didn't, had 6 children, one of whom (the fifth) was named Florence "Adele"....**
10:17 AM 4/16/2012
jesuislulu : Hello Michael, This question is related… READ MORE...
10:17 AM 4/16/2012
jesuislulu : Hello Michael, This question is related… READ MORE...
Nexus 2012: A Dance where Anger Diverges....Love Converges, Parallel paths explore similar ideas with different steps
Posted on March 20, 2012 at 1:07pm 0 Comments 0 Likes
MARCH ENERGY REPORT
[MEntity] This year is "riddled" with Nexus. Nexus are a result, not the cause. So once a Nexus is in place, the causes are often long over.
This is not to say that choice is no longer in effect, but that those choices are then within a context relevant to the momentum that brings the Nexus.
In other words, it would be a misnomer to say that a Nexus is a point that is critical for anything.
We share these pivotal points because, as Older Souls,… READ MORE...
[MEntity] This year is "riddled" with Nexus. Nexus are a result, not the cause. So once a Nexus is in place, the causes are often long over.
This is not to say that choice is no longer in effect, but that those choices are then within a context relevant to the momentum that brings the Nexus.
In other words, it would be a misnomer to say that a Nexus is a point that is critical for anything.
We share these pivotal points because, as Older Souls,… READ MORE...
Pondering the Art of Recreating...crossing the threshold of the 5th IM...POF 01/16/2012
Posted on January 17, 2012 at 4:36pm 1 Comment 0 Likes
jesuislulu: Good afternoon Michael. 2012 has begun with a strong feeling of " neutrality" like I could go virtually "anywhere"...Did I finally positively finish my 4th and make it over the threshold of my 5th IM?
MEntity: In terms of your Internal Monads, yes, you have closed out the 3rd Internal Monad in the Positive Pole, and have entered the 5th Internal Monad, but now work to close the 4th Internal Monad in the Positive Pole. You are far from Acquiescence, the negative pole,…
READ MORE... Traveling Companions POF 01/16/2012
Posted on January 17, 2012 at 1:19pm 3 Comments 0 Likes
jesuislulu: Good afternoon Michael. 2012 has begun with a strong feeling of " neutrality" like I could go virtually "anywhere"...Could you elaborate on my Traveling Companions? Who they are, have any of us met and what our theme is within our cadre?
MEntity: We will first clarify that those fragments with whom one has been identified as being Traveling Companions does not necessarily translate into a literal sense within a lifetime. It simply means that these fragments…
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Comment Wall (102 comments)
- At 10:31pm on May 15, 2012, Nicholas said…
Happy Birthday, Sage-mamma! May this year dazzle and sparkle as it reveals YOU in FULL BLOOM!!! :-)
- At 1:38pm on May 15, 2012, Maureen said…
Happy Birthday Taurus Girl!! ...which reminds me of chorus girl ...which is something you would never be ...cause you are THE STAR!! "No one puts 'Toni' in the corner" -- especially today!! May you ☼shine☼ on all day and all night! ♥Maureen
- At 11:40am on May 15, 2012,
Linda Michaels said… Happy Birthday Toni! I hope you have a wonderful Birthday and a fabulous year!
- At 7:13pm on May 10, 2012,
Jana said… Hi Toni, I have missed your message in the chat yesterday. Turned my beeps on now :)
- At 3:32pm on May 6, 2012,
Renee said… Thank you Toni! I am enjoying my search through all the info and see a lot of very interesting people!
- At 8:34am on May 4, 2012,
Doug said… Video I made for The True Wheel
- At 10:20am on March 11, 2012, David Wilkins said…
Oooh, how 'citing!!
I get a prezzie when I get to Sevenoaks? WooHoo!!
Thank you for your generous greetings in a few places & forms, HoneyBun. They were & are much appreciated, making my Spesh Day even spesh-er!!
And yes, now we just have to go tackle ye olde Mortal Coil™ for another circumnavigation. Finding my way to the Gathering & to your Gorgeous Peeps... The Long Way!!
Much love, Sweets... xoxo
- At 2:24pm on March 10, 2012,
Janette said… Woo-hoo entity mates! :-D
- At 1:32pm on March 10, 2012,
bmysunshiine said… haha yayy! ^^
- At 9:58am on February 24, 2012,
Jeanne Holley said… Thank you for contacting me Toni. Will keep an eye out for your posts. :-) Love, Jeanne
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