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ENERGY REPORT: November 2011
NOVEMBER 2011
BACKGROUND ON THE 2011 OVERLEAVES - http://www.truthloveenergy.com/forum/topics/tle-michael-chat-20102011
2011 Overleaves are:
ROLE: PRIEST (emphasized all year)
CENTER: MOVING (emphasized all year)
GOAL: FLOW (emphasized Jan - Mar)
MODE: CAUTION (emphasized Apr - Jun)
ATTITUDE: PRAGMATIST sliding to Cynic and Skeptic (emphasized Jul - Sep)
CHIEF FEATURES: Impatience/Martyrdom (emphasized Oct - Dec)
NOVEMBER goes deeper into the emphasis on the Chief Negative Features for the year, which are terms that describe those habitual behaviors prompted as a form of defense against certain fears. In this case, 2011 comes with a pattern of defenses against the fear of losing control of Time or Space (material, environment, tangibles), described by Impatience or Martyrdom.
Most of the energy over November appears to be in a momentum and limbo state as the fears of this year began being explored more in-depth in October now continue to be worked out on a collective level. For the most part, what is being worked out is where populations of consciousness wish “to go” in terms of probabilities regarding these fears. This has made for a wave of Nexus that are closer together than usual on Global and Community levels.
Many are interested in the exciting and dangerous collapses of all that is familiar. Many are interested in a revolution that brings back a sense of collectivity and compassion, even if that is a bumpy road. Many are interested in everything remaining as is it is. Many are interested in a complete imposition of control over the masses in unprecedented ways. There are many more alternatives here, but these are the most obvious. And many are interested in overlapping or conflicting directions from among these.
Humanity seems to be interested in all of these probabilities, so rather than divergences happening that bring different and permanent branches of evolution and speeds of evolution, it is looking more like nearly all fragments will branch parts of their “realities” off to explore the range between the worst and the best options. Parallel explorations can always be pulled, but that becomes more difficult the more a Personality becomes invested in that parallel, so there is a dream-like state of exploration happening over November and December to cover this range of exploration, allowing for full comprehension of the paths of probabilities before 2012.
The effects from this broad range of Parallel explorations and lack of immediate investment in those, may tend to bring a strange, opaque state of consciousness among most waking states, a spike in sleepiness, fatigue, and exhaustion, and a dreamy sense that things are “not quite right.” This blurry state is usually a part of Nexus that are merging, but because there are more divergences than usual, it is affecting bodies. However, this may be experienced as a kind of jangled nerves that bring exhaustion, but not restful sleep. We see a great many of our students having difficulty sleeping, but this effect will most likely show up more obviously in the younger souls.
This state of vagueness may be experienced as ominous by some, and as distraction by others, and by others as a pleasant, floating state. The experience of this month would most likely depend upon whether a Personality has a project of some sort for focus, or none. If you have a project, you may find your focus is honed on that specific project, while everything else seems to fall away. If you have no specific project, you may find yourself in states of worry, anxiety, concern, restlessness, agitation, etc. Of course, there may be some who mix these.
The body is literally affected by a Nexus. Calories are burned during these shifts, particularly when they are divergences. We suggest that any drop in focus, direction, or a heightened sense of concern, worry, and restlessness be allowed as natural, and not something to become concerned with in itself, but if you have a project you have been meaning to bring into productiveness, this may be a good time.
Helpful thoughts over NOVEMBER might be:
1) FLOATING IS NOT FEARING
No knowing what is ahead, either on a global or personal scale, is not the same thing as fearing, or being ruled by fear. Sometimes a state of observation with no obvious navigation is a valid and vital state for gaining one’s bearings for making more pivotal choices. Keeping this in mind can help you to focus on those choices, rather than on the concern for no sense of guard rails, footing, or directions at this time.
2) WHEN YOU CANNOT FOCUS, YOU CAN FOCUS EVEN MORE
When there is a great deal of overwhelming data coming in to the body and mind and heart, it can help one to focus on ONE THING, rather than all of it. Not only will this free the larger bodies to process the greater input of data, but it would help you to feel as of you have footing, when otherwise, you may simply feel lost.
DATES OF INTEREST
NOVEMBER 9th through NOVEMBER 11th - a Convergence (merging of parallels) Nexus for Older Souls to help bring a last bit of footing before greater shifts occur in the week ahead.
NOVEMBER 14th - NOVEMBER 16th - A Divergence Nexus with an emphasis on blame and fault, or forgivness
NOVEMBER 24th through 26th - a Divergence Nexus with an emphasis on the past, losses, and the necessity for gratitude for what is had before it is gone
( note: Remember to examine the previous report for validation or insight in retrospect
http://www.truthloveenergy.com/forum/topics/energy-report-october-2011)
( note: To learn more about basic terminology and a basic introduction to the michael teachings, see http://truthloveenergy.com/notes/QUICK_INTRO )
BACKGROUND ON THE 2011 OVERLEAVES - http://www.truthloveenergy.com/forum/topics/tle-michael-chat-20102011
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Permalink Reply by Nicholas on -
This resonates. Kinda feels like the "quiet before the storm." I have been telling myself that it's okay to not have anything going on and to feel this "lull" and vague sense of anxiety. I just moved across the country a little more than a month ago. So, I'm also giving myself permission to "law low" and take it easy. 2012 feels like it is shaping up to be a dynamic year, personally and globally!
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Permalink Reply by Kathryn on -
This one really seems to fit for me. I am definitely feeling that sort of unfocused, surreal sense of environment - like there is so much going on that I am sort of observing and weighing a lot of different options without actually making any decisions or choices. Sleep has been very restless with lots of dream activity - again, more of that 'exploration' of options, and I am aware that it is happening. I am feeling tired and wanting to nap during the day which is not usual for me, although stress can definitely be a factor in that too. :-) In many ways, having to deal with the necessities of my father's death as we settle his final affairs and his estate is already giving me a good 'focus' - one I didn't seek but I have already noted is giving me a sense of 'stability' or grounding from doing the many mundane activities required in cancelling what needs to be cancelled, notifying who needs to be notified and deciding what needs to be decided. I suspect, over the years, that many of us have found that doing some sort of useful activity ends up providing us with a safe sort of 'harbour' that keeps us 'grounded' during life's storms.
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Permalink Reply by Heidi Taylor on -
The last Nexus resonates strongly. We are moving into a new home at that time, and it really just hit me emotionally, after reading this. I have just been taking everything one day at a time, but I am sad to be leaving a perfectly good home that has been good and comforting to me for some time, and moving into a different place, and under different circumstances. I know it will be a new chapter of my life that is good, and that I must embrace, but I know I will be also be grieving. I won't be able to "come back" to this home, or this life I've been living anymore. Everything is moving and changing and I know we just have to roll with it until things become "normal" again. Ughh...I love and HATE change at the same time.
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Permalink Reply by Christian on -
This seems to have become a sticking point with my wife and her mother. Last night her mother decided to "take out" all of her feelings of lonelyness and undelt with emotions from her husband's death last year on my wife. She was blaming Erin for all of it. Even stating that Erin just wants to sleep all day. Well, duh! Erin is working 10-12 hr shifts on overnights. When the f is she suppose to sleep if not during the day. The thought process of the possibility of actually getting a babysitter besides her and only visiting when it was convenient for us seemed both logical and a strong possibility.
Reading this. It seems MIL's actions are fitting for the divergence nexus happening now. It remains to be seen how everything plays out. But things are going to be interesting that is fer sure.
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Permalink Reply by Maureen on -
Well -- I am definitely feeling the effects this time! I feel weirder than usual -- like I am walking around in a room filled with cotten batting (wherever I go). Extremely sensitive and sensing. The last time I remember feeling this way was immediately after my father died -- and I continued to feel that way for a few days. Like I said -- weird!!
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Permalink Reply by TROY on -
WTF, indeed!!??
NOVEMBER 14th - NOVEMBER 16th - A Divergence Nexus with an emphasis on blame and fault, or forgivness
This one kicked my ass. So much shock and personal loss. I had no idea what was in store with this one. God knows what the next one brings with it!!
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Permalink Reply by Maureen on
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In all the time I have been receiving/reading Michael/Troys' Energy Reports I have never experienced anything like I have this time. I've been on an personal emotional roller coaster over the days NOVEMBER 14th - NOVEMBER 16th which I am still trying to process. Really deep, really profound. I haven't cried with such intensity, insistence and weight in a very long time. Coming to terms with complex personal truths can be shocking. I am still trying to comprehend it all and look forward to being able to integrate it - but I sense it may take awhile.
And -- just like a reprieve after a sentencing -- Geraldines' re-posting of an excerpt from Michael in her blog Validating Michael helped greatly. Geraldine's timing couldn't have been more perfect. This is the bit that rang out to me:
[MEntity] NOT KNOWING is always a viable bridge between conflicting truths.
[MEntity] It “buys you time,” allows for patience, compassion, effort, awareness, insight, perception, etc to come into the process.
For me -- whenever Michael talks of relationships I always know they are including our most personal relationship -- the one we have with ourselves. What I do know - today - is that no matter what - I have the strength of Essence and the "sting" of truth from my Teacher for guidance and support. I am in good hands. I don't feel "forsaken" just a little shaken. And all that "cotton batting" feeling I mentioned in an earlier response....I think it is loving support and it was surrounding me. That I do know for sure!
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Permalink Reply by Nicholas on
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This has been a very rough week for me as well. Had a huge blow-up @ the ET on Tuesday. It built up from a conversation we had that Monday. I went to bed on Monday mulling over everything in my head, and the next day on Tuesday, when he got home from school, he was trying to ask me questions about getting the electric bill changed over (we just had a roommate move out), and I just about bit his head off! And then I said what was really on my mind! And my head and heart have been a raw mess since then. I cried yesterday, and then felt better. But as soon as he got home, I found myself locked into ARROGANCE once more. All I could do was remind myself that the CF is here to protect me, that's all. And I just let it be. But so much is going on inside me, and I have felt so out-of-control. Big lessons around surrender and acceptance...and realizing there is always more to heal.
I guess this was an intense nexus: 14-16th
Anyone else?
:-)
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